Saturday, February 6, 2010

Bitter Heart

I've been jobless for almost 2 months now...and chinese new year is around the corner also. erm, this coming festive season more or less has affected most employer to advertise the recruitment ads...... i was told by all my friends... and everyone says the economy will be getting better and there would be more vacancies after chinese new year. So i really hope this is true. Hopefully i'd get the job i want, the job i long for.....and then after 3 months of working, i may get my own car too~!

I back to my hometown now, and wait for the chinese new year which is a week away from now. May be because i didnt go to work for a period of time (looong one), i find that i lost all the motivation to look for a new job again..and most importantly, i lost self-confidence. i doubt at myself more... i doubt at my creativity, my skills n knowledge in graphic design and everything!!! and i find that what i know is rather limited!! i long for more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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