I am just a puppet

I feel like a mere puppet today.

I knew the question they made me asked was silly, but it's an 'order' so I just couldnt refuse T_T but to follow accordingly! I felt like entering the firepit once again.

Alright, there's an agent requesting Exp A/F quotation from KUL-BKK... erm, ok this wasn't important, my point was the dimension agent provided, let's say : 3cm x 5cm x 230cm, anyone would know this is something thin and long, right? But suddenly boss came out and deliberately pointed the dimension to me and explained the correct sequence of dimension should be: L x W x H... erm, i knew this but sometimes they might put wrongly or for those who's not in the related industry might mix up too, but that's not so important also as we still able to get the volumetric weight from the dimension!

So, back to the topic, alright there were 3 of us 'discussing' about this stupid thing, saying if the box was too high, it would be abit difficult to get into the airplane... understandable, but in this case - from the dimension, logically, the cabin crew of course would put 'em lying flat horizontally on the floor!! or whichever position depend on the space availability, am I right? C'mon, who would be so stupid to have to carry them straight up vertically where there's another alternative to carry 'em the other way round??? Gooosh.... I really wanna scream out seeing the '*senior' keep nodding to the boss and 'puttin-on' the fire!!! (you know, my voice was never be heard, as im still a newbie - that whatever i said was useless?) and i don't understand why boss was so obsessed with the sequence and insisted on finding out the 230cm in this context... while the 'senior' seemed 'so supporting' to find out too!! (obviously she's bootlicking okay!)
(*senior as in years of service)

**sighing**

Then the funny part came, boss instruct me to ask the agent about this '230cm'... and so did the 'senior' too!! I was like ''whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?''  ''Is this for reeeeaall??'' O.M.G! THIS WAS SILLY OKAY!! THINK LOGICALLY LA!!!! aiiii, no matter how hard i screamed inside, i still have to follow accordingly, as i was just a mere puppet!!

And i find it so so foolish to ask :
"Kindly advise is 230cm the height of the box?" 

I still think it was sillly, oh man.... what's the big deal if it's this high or not? Gosh... the other party was agent too!! and what would they think seeing this kind of stupid question?? I'm not a fool okay!! That's why it took me so long to press the bloody SEND button!! My God...  

Once again, puppeteer take control of everything, and i'm just a mere puppet... eventually, it's all about 'the mastermind' & 'the executer' all over again.

I still couldnt escape from this fate...


Imma gonna aaaaargghhhhhh too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No sugar added? Really?

I just don't understand this;



Then this Total Sugar : 25.3g Per Serving is....? erm... does this mean the sugar comes from the fruit naturally? I don't know...

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& I love Jim!!!!!!!!!!

Go Green?! Go for Chloropyhll!!

I'm not drinking leung fun everyday lar! It's just chlorophyll drink! and 500ml a day is not too much also, right? For those who seldom eat veggie should consider taking this one instead! hehe.

Sneak In Entry - 07

I hate bein a scapegoat & i'm so fed up bein one!! You know what, the mastermind will always off the hook while the executer will always get blamed / scolded! What's goin on!??? is every newbie hav to become a 'goat' & get 'slaughtered' first before they can 'slash' other? 

I believe in learning from mistakes as they make you improve, cos you did learn! so you wont make the same mistake again n again. Right? But my situation here is different, i learned from being a scapegoat! How sad is that!! Once bitten twice shy, right? Who would be so stupid to fall into the same trap again n again? That's where i learn, to avoid bein scolded as I'm the 'executer' follow instruction from the 'mastermind'! Even the 'executer' asked if it's save to proceed and even the 'mastermind' confirmed there'd no prob to go ahead, but when the prob started to surface, everyone included the so-called 'mastermind' would finger-point toward the 'executer' !! You know, there're some people just bein so asshole to push people into the firepit in order to save themselves!! n i reaaaally despise this kinda people!!

What's more.... okie, i learned something about 'black & white' today, even for the tiny teeny trivial issue! I knew B&W is important but i never thought i have to implement this among my colleagues! You see, as we work together, we should trust each other right? At least that's what i'm thinking: i should n i have to. But, i was wrong... 'cus i was just get stabbed!! Okie, here's what happened; i passed an important confirmation message verbally over the phone to my colleague in the morning...but after lunch-time he called up (yea the same person) and told the 'mastermind' he didn't know & never receive any message!!! OMG! How can he do this to me!?? How i wish my phone has a recorder that record every single line we said! Damn! Another asshole!! I surely will remember this and yes - B&W too!!

Burt's Bees craze

" I'm a Bees gurl but dont worry, i dont sting! :-) "

Shh..shh.... Alright, I'm not goin to discuss bout ordinary bees plzzzz!
So, behold people, this is the Burt's Bees I'm talking about!



Ever since i started using my first Bees, i fell deeply into it cus it's just not like any other lip balm!! I have sensitive lip and my lip dry / get chapped easily under cold temperature. So you have no idea how many lip moisturiser/lip balm i'd used & i can assure you none of 'em could compete this one!! Anyway, I'm not trying to exaggerate here as the Bees are really really gooood!! & i believe whoever try it will definitely fall into it too! yaiks!

Though it's 'lil pricy, but worth to use it on your lip for protection right? Esp its lasting cooling feeling, so soothing, so refreshing ,so mesmerising so ++ haha... and so many more!! But sadly, only few selected places sell this line of product & there're mainly in KL too! (since i moved out from kl, I have to crawl back to refil my stock - just kidding) That's why i bought so many at once! Oops... hehehehee.

*yawning* okie... bedtime... tomorrow gotta get up early! Oyasuminasai!!

A&W ... in crisis?

When is the last time you had your A&W? You know, that's a fast-food restr and normally any fast-food restr would definitely grow & expand... and expand... and expand. But it seems that this one is shrinking down its size, I wonder why? There's no TVC anymore & i bet you rarely spotted one near your neighbourhood too... **no offend mr.bear**

Anyway, it happens there's one attached to a petrol station here, though it's small but i'm quite surprised when i see it right in front of my eyes...'cus all this while i thought A&W have kinda come close to extinction, you know...alright, my bad.

Erm... the last time i had my A&W was 'bout 2-3 years back with my housemate PY & i clearly remembered it was during ramadan month! We got no other choices but A&W 'cus it's dinner time / buka-puasa time & those famous Halal / non-halal restr was swamped with so many people!!!What choice do we had?! You know what, I find it ridiculous as i had my A&W under such circumstances. No kidding, okie, A&W was the only restr with so many empty table left while other restr having line of ppl waiting. Erm...

I wonder... will A&W be able to survive?
I ponder... how long then?



Carebear, it's just not your day yet... T_T



Transformer 3: Dark Of The Moon

Oh yea, how could i miss that!?

Sneak In Entry - 06

Geez, I feel like writing something here but when i'm about to type, i hardly squeeze out a single word out of my head. *sigh, what should i type then?!

I'm getting tired and bored of working here, everyone here's just so self-centered! Frankly, I'd never befriend them; cos each of them is simply hypocrite!! I've seen enough of that! If i could, i wish i could, i really want punch them right into the face, kick them and hang them!! Oh yea, don't mess with me!

Oh boy, I really dont have any good news to share here but lotsa lotsa things to grouch about!! T__T  So sad.............. i miss my ex-colleagues n friends.

There's no need to fear, Captain Am is here!

Roger that, Sir!

Beware of my power - Green Lantern light!

Dang dang dang dang...

P1 Sucks!

P1 SUCKS!

SUCKS!!

SUCKS  x100000!

Sneak In Entry - 05

I hate Monday!!! Not only piles of works waited to be cleared, but people rushing here and there, phone keep ringing everywhere... making everybody so tensed up---just so havoc!!!

Then pagi-pagi there's this bloody b*tch called up and ruined my day, totally! You know what, I was so kind answering the stupid phone with friendly tone somemore, but this b*tchy chicken cock cock cock .... yoh!!!!

meeiyi : morning, xxxx.
b*tch c : christie plz.
meeiyi : sorry, there's no christie here.
b*tch c : christie wor.
meeiyi : here is xxxx, there's no christie here. are you sure is - christie, not S.T?
b*tch c : yala, what do mean by no christie!? (started yelling)
(walau eh, ppl said don't have this person, she still yelled yelled yelled!)

Hey B*tch! U yaself don't know who u're lookin for, then shut ya damn mouth and ask properly lar!!! If i didn't answer the F*cking phone, i wouldnt be soooo frustrated the whole morning! damn U!! I even get the right person for u, but why can't u show lil bit of gratitide and thank me in return!????? bloody hell!!!

Halo Joe!

As usual, a cup o coffee is a must in the morning to kick off the day! I like sunday morning- peaceful and quiet, though i don't have housemates to chit chat with, i got more time to rest, do some chores and prepare for the coming monday.

p/s: tomorrow is a war day again! arrr arrr arrr.....T__T

Stay tuned!

Time passes so fast, one week had passed in just a blink of an eye! It was quite a mess few days back as my colleague was on leave and i was the only one left in my depatrment!! Gosh, considering im still a newcomer and there's so much more i dont know yet esp comes to the calculation of A/F rate or which agent to contact or dealing with fussy customers!! I was so scared if i did something wrong, then i'll die.............

Aside from the absent of my colleague, then there's another one from account department was on leave too! Oh damn...! That's mean i need to standby and help out - fortunately still got good people assist me, so i could focus on my own works.

Aiks, no matter how carefull i was, i still made mistake! T__T!!! Luckily i was quite close with that client, he just called and pointed out the wrong figure. If this was happened to other client, im sure i'd be scolded gaogao!! Anyway, it's not the time to feel grateful though, but to take note and improve!! right?! Aiks! There were still other matters made me so down lately too, that's why i didn't log in here for a week already... aiks.

All right, since today is saturday, so gotta put those sad things aside first,... hehe.... here comes my ruuka version of Green Lantern!!!! Haha, cmon let's cite my fav oath...

In brightest day, in blackest night,

No one shall escape my sight

Let those who worship evil's might,

Beware of my power, Green Lantern Light!